Dear Abba,
It’s Your sweet daughter is here.
2023 has been a good ride. I preached in a bus for the 1st time on Sunday!
And I’m really excited that I got to partner with You like that.
I almost didn’t go through with it, but I’m deeply grateful for the Holy Spirit. Thank You darling Holy Spirit for giving me the boldness.
I’m grateful for the strength to fast.
I’m grateful for the dreams You give to me while I sleep. Even though I don’t have a revelation for them yet 😂. But I trust You would shed light on them.
Thank You for pushing me to attend Brothers & Sisters; the Eden agenda. It was a mind & spirit-blowing experience!
But wait o, Abba please how did I go from being an inconsistent mentor in teenznation to being the assistant head in less than a year?
I know You gave me a dream about being selected for a position I wasn’t qualified for. But I thought it was a job 🙈. You definitely played a fast one on me 😂.
I’m still expecting You to replicate it in terms of a job o 😁.
I haven’t been doing very well in the place of prayer, study of Your Word & sharing the Gospel. Despite having made up my mind to be more intentional and consistent.
I guess I’m experiencing a case of “the spirit is willing but the body is weak”. At this point, I feel You think I’m not serious.
And truthfully, maybe I’m not. But I know for sure that I want to know & love You more. I want to partner with You a lot more.
During the course of the year, I know would lose some and gain some. But I never want there to be a point where I lose focus on You or shift my gaze from You.
I never want to lose my wonder of You.
So here I am, Your humble servant, asking You for help. The best part is, I know You would come through.
It’s such a privilege to be called Your own, to be the daughter of the Creator of the Universe, and to have undeniable access to the Owner of the cattle on a thousand hills.
My Jagunmolu! There is indeed no shadow You won’t light up or mountain You won’t climb up to preserve my soul.
My Daddy, my Abba, my Lover, I will always be Yours till eternity.
I love You! 😘
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~The Christian Feminist~
This got me and in some regard I see myself falling short of many. 2023 starred with tears and heartache, losing my only brother wasn't what I signed up for or part of the deal. Seeing my parents go through the loss of their child 😢 wasn't what I would have wanted to experience.
This time should have brought me closer to God but I'm thrown into confusion and uncertainties. Some days I feel I'm about to literally explode others a heaviness within never seem to get lighter. I do not question God not at all but getting back up seem so hard.